im on my way~

mummy woke me up...EARLY...damn it!
i have piano lesson by 10.30 am, but mummy said, "pak itam ajak breakfast"
its fu*king 8.30am, i slept late last night!
but for the sake of my fave uncle and family, "okay, okay..", i said~

I ate 2 half-boiled eggs, 3 toast bread, and half roti canai.

then, pak itam send me to piano class, and he went back to KL with his family..
but, inside da car, i chatted with kak tira bout uitm and stuffs, since she's a student of uitm also~..and yeah, i got A LOT OF INFOs bout uitm~
IM EXCITED

after my piano class, mummy picked me up and send me home, cuz i dont wanna follow her to a kenduri kawin.
I slept as arrives home..

and finally, abah banked-in money for uni stuffs~!!!! wooohooo~!!!!! ARIGATO OTO-SAMA!!!
so, i planned to go to shopping tmr...

BUT, CHANGE OF PLAN!
i hv to help my aunty to be a waiter at her noodle shop tmr..TT_TT...
ganbatte, eva!

prays : hope, i x tergagap2x nk ckp ngan customer!

i was lazy..

no... I AM LAZY~!!!
how am i gonna be a good uni student eh??..my mom was talking bout me doin good at uni...getting 3.5 or 4 flats and whtsoever...
its really hard for me cuz my mom really wants me to success cuz im da only daughter in my family who 'miraclously' got into a Uni..my mom, no, 2 elder siss, nope..my dad? YES!(its da same uni after all).
im STRESSED BOUT THIS!

okay, wicca came over to my house and slept for da pass few days..(see? I am lazy to update my blog ASAP~!)
so, after I went to my driving class...I brought her to JJ in front of my house... and spend some times by playing games and buy some cute stuffs~

okay, we didnt buy these stuffs, cuz we were poor, juz camwhoring wif it~




we played games too~




taiko no tatsujin too~


horse race~


and ate some light stuffs like this~


and this


cuz after that, we're off to Gala's gang gathering n makan2~!!!!



i admit, I LOVE SEAFOOD~ ESPECIALLY PRAWNS~!
but, i hate FISH!!!!!!!


coconut pudding~


my strings gang at Orchestra~


Khizreen~ a funny cellist~! thx for teaching me how to play 'Secret Garden' on cello!! i owe u alot!


last but not least, me, sir and wicca-chan~


muahahahaha~

Gala Muzikal 2010...Orkestra Jabatan Pendidikan Melaka

WARNING.....plzzzzzzz do IGNORE da comments made by my family...
thyre just tooo excited when they saw me play...TT_TT im sooo sorry...
and its in MP4 format cuz my sis used her hp for this amazing vids..
and she left out Kalis Rindu and Bunga Ros...idk why...TT_TT

intro for Gala
me : strings


my family love this song..
me : strings


me : play nothing


muahahaha,killer song for me..but gladly, I have no mistake at all!!XD
me : accordian(solo)


we will survive!!
me : strings


LOOONGGG FAMMMMMM~
me : play nothing


yeah~ thanks to Santana for this great song~
im sorry cuz my volume ish toooo loud!
me : Rock Organ


another solo for me
me : accordian


Aniqah(singer) ish my Junior at skewl~ bravo~!!
me : strings


ABBA's songs power~!
me : sat back and relax while enjoying da music


Adeepshinoda forgot to record...so...halfway pown jadiklar..
me : relax and enjoyed


my fave song for all time!!!
me : XP strings


i got a bit solo at intro..
me : piano for Azizah only...da rest...I relaxed~


da cute singer KIKI in action for Cari Jodoh~!
me : relax..


da Grand Finale..
me : brass and accordion(melody)

2 days passed..

since Gala...and I have finally recover from tiredness and moodyness...

Gala..
was SUPERB!!!
I still cant believe that I could play my solos without mistake!
well, I was feeling down cuz our pre-show at camp was horrible..i play nothing but mistakes! yeap, i was nervous, and my hand sweats A LOT!...im not giving an excuse but really, my hand SWEATS A LOT!!!...even when im driving...my driving teacher also asked me to wear a glove..but I refused! y?...cuz it makes me like a....driver??(...well, i AM a driver...) oh wells, whtever..
but the point is....I PLAYED WELL!! WOOOHOOO~
for orchestra?..yeap...mistakes happened~ after all...we're human beings!
but in the end, we make ppl smile and happy~ i also enjoyed myself and learned A LOT OF THINGS~! and I made new friends too~~!!
i shall not forget all of you...especially, my cellist gang!!!!!!!XD

1 day after Gala...
I was still tired..but, my older sis and dad finally back at home...how could I let this opportunity slip away?
yeap, its hard to find a day where my family could gather at home,(except Raya)..
so, I 'paksa' everybody to go out...and we had our BrAnch(Breakfast+lunch)at
DA FABULOUS 'GARDEN'S RECIEPE'~!!!!!!
actually, its a really2 healthy restaurant(?),.
it doesnt sell normal water like, mineral, tea, apple juice, etc...
it sells alkaline water(yeap...da traditional air masak)...and juice..consist of more than 3 vege or fruits!
dont understand?
i ordered a juice.made of green apple+celery+cucumber+honey~!
it saids dat juice can improve my moodyness~!!(yeap, ppl wont notice..im really a moody person..cuz when my mood is bad, i wont go and talk to u ppl...i will stay one corner to play my psp..if u talk to me and i respond when im playing psp..im in a stable mood.if no respond...please, PLEASE STAY 10KM AWAY FROM ME~!
so, here goes da Garden's Reciepe..




then, Sheiji(my elder sis) and I went to this particular bakery...erm...and we fell in love with the tart...but then...

this is sooooo not worth it! cuz? its fu*king Rm3 sumthing and tasted bad!
im soo stupid...not gonna buy it ANYMORE!

dat evening, I dragged adeepshinoda(eldest sis) and Sheiji to MP...bought a few cute things~

and finally, dat night, I my father brought us to Jonker Walk(...actually i requested for it on d evening~!!! muahahahaha...
i bought key-chain and i regretted for not buying things that made me think twice!!
TT_TT
uncle...pls be careful!


i still regret bout not snatching this away!


kawaii~ adeepshinoda loves ultraman v.much~!!! btw, this is Sheiji..my2nd sis..shes an animator in da future~!(still taking Diploma in Animation at KYM)


this is adeepshioda's back view~


yesterday....I went to pre-test for motorcycle,,,ngeheee~~~it was fun and um....educational???
ok, enough of today's story..cuz..nothing interesting happened after that...

i'll post da vids of Gala Musical when its ready..i still uploading through youtube~~!!

stay tune~!! muahahahahXD

feelings of been unappreciated is very lonely...

..i felt that...today.

i was very hyper bout today's band function for Hari Guru...
i really am, honest!
SO, i arrived bout 20 mins be4 the show starts...
everyone was ready by then..(...and busy too..)
so, i make myself busy too...

after the show is over, the girls were invited to eat n stuffs..
but I wasnt..(okay, im a lil sad bout this)
its not that I really wanna eat or sumthing but, dlm Islam pown ade kata, jemput org skeliling makan kan?
after I sit alone for more than 5 mins and decided to call kak she to pick me up..since nobody jemput or anything..
after that onli diorg jemput(...very few of them actually..)

hm...thats not all...
when i declare dat i wanna go back home,(like usual)
only some of them bid me goodbye...but NO ONE said "thank you for coming today" or anything...
maybe, ade yg ckp but, x dgr kowt(i admit...this one is my ear's fault kay?)
i really felt lonely...
and...UNAPPRECIATED!!!

FROM NOW ON, I'LL NEVER LEND A HAND TO DA GIRLS!
bukan kacang lupakan kulit ke haper..
BUT, DA DAY THAT I STEP INTO DA BAND ROOM WILL BE DA DAY THAT THE WHOLE BAND FINALLY APPRECIATE US SENIORS AND DA STUFFS THEY ALRD GET!

YOU ALL FAILED ME..I REALLY ANGRY BOUT THIS..YOU GIRLS WENT TO FAR AND YOU ALL REALLY TESTED MY PATIENCE!
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU ALL!!!!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY~

...to all sensei in dis beautiful world~!

i know, i hv alrd ended school..but even so, I still hav teachers in orchestra dat always guide me in...EVERYTHING~!XD..ARIGATO!

but, bila terkenang2kn(...BM mode!)
cikgu2 kat STPM...t'amatla baek n mesra alam..(walaupown slalu di*utu* plajar yg kurg brtamadun!
bila cikgu tu slalu ikut praturan...bdak kate cikgu tu skema
bila cikgu tu slalu marah....bdak kate cikgu tu period(..al maklumla..bnyk cikgu pompuan kat skola pompuan)
bila cikgu tu baek sgt...bdak pijak kpala
bila cikgu tu ajar x best...bdak kata cikgu tu boring
bila cikgu tu bnyk ckp...korg kata cikgu tu gedik!

cikgu tu pown manusia gak...even die kene bimbing kita smua, dia gak ade prasaan gak
wat ksalahan tu kan pkara biasa? dah name pown mamalia yg boleh bcakap n bpikir...
bile student wat salah kat skola, parents slahkan kat cikgu lak..aiyoo
tp cikgu2, still bagi ilmu kat kita smua, even kesalahan kita kat die dah berbillion dah!..klu catit kesalahan kita kat buku 555 tu..rs2nye, guna 10 buku pown x cukup!

for student yg dah habs skola, review/comment pngetua/cikgu kat sijil brenti skola, sumer best2...postive je die tulis...yg kita ponteng, cuti ikut ske sume2 x pnah diorg nak tulis....smata2 nak snangkn kita msk ipta!
markah pikse pown, klu dah nak dkt2 B+....bleh plak diorg round up ke A-!
x ke baik cikgu2?!

ANYWAY, THANKS 4 WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME FOR THESE PAST FEW YEARS!
I APPRECIATE THAT~! THANK YOU AGAIN!

scaryness is SCARY!!

..cuz now..im really freak out bout da upcoing performance!
IDK if i can play well...its scary when i thought bout da last 2 preshow..cuz why?
i did mistakes for my solo! TT_TT..oh Kami-sama...plz..plzzzzzzzzzzzzz help me! ONEGAISHIMASU!!!

then, for the last few days, my boring days continues...
my dad refuse to give me money for my Uni stuffs and preparations...
ugh!!
da other musicians didnt come for training n stuffs..and..and...UGH!

FML!

boring, boredness, and boredom!!

We had a training session at Dewan Bestari...today
As I arrive there bout 8.30am..theres only a few musician alrd practicing their parts...i think....bout 6 violinists and a cellist.
Bukit Baru students didnt come afterall(...according to a reliable source, they'll come after school hours...but, NOPE!)
deh...another boring day..cuz yesterday was the same...we end up practice a few songs then, lazy-ing around~!
TT_TT..

idk what to do recently either!
practicing? hear songs? play games? ugh...ive been doing all of it for a few weeks alrd!
this is soooooooo boring!

God, spice up my life a lil..plz!

Afterall, theyre my junior...

I woke up bout 10 am...ugh...still sleepy and mummy alrd ask me do a lot of works!

then, Wicca called...saying that shes coming by 1.30pm..she'd be following me to band practice~!
as Wicca arrives, I gave her a blanket as a present for her going into a college~!
thank god she LOVES IT!!
she borrows my dvds..(quite a lot!..she surely have nothing to do at her home!)

when we go to band practice today, ughhh...damn! I finally know how bad the percussion is!
i thought it was woodwinds who plays badly...(GOMEN NE, WOODWIND?)
brass section too...was sooo bad!
not consistent!
i felt ashamed...wht happend to my juniors?!!
ugh! im sooooo angry!

luckily I have to go to Motor class...
i need to work something for my juniors..
but 1st of all, i need to know bout horns...thyre the worst!
inconsistent playing, wrong notes ...EVERYTHING!

need to cool myself down...

see you girls tmr! XC

Dat day, yesterday and today...

DAT DAY

I went to kem for Gala Musical~
it went pretty well, but, ugh.....dat girl really getting on my nerves!!
WTF! please....PLEASE TAKE CARE YOUR OWN INSTRUMENT!!!! I KNOW THAT INSTRUMENT ISNT YOURS BUT, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO PLAY IT! YOU BORROW IT! THEN, YOU LEAVE IT LIKE THAT???!!!
WHAT R WE? YOUR MAID/BUTLER?? DON'T U FEEL ASHAMED TOWARDS THE TEACHERS??? DAMN IT!

YESTERDAY

I was still tired...eventhough I slept for a night..
I went to piano lesson that morning...and I slept when I play my 1st exam piece! ughh...damn...
and then, I went back home...and slept for all evening~(gomen ne, okasan? i didnt help you do the kitchen works)
later that night....my dad ish back~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! wooohooo~!
he bought us Dunkin Donuts..cuz he transferred to Hotel Selasih...idk where it is located...
I ate a donut, right away~!!!(while filling my UiTM's form~)



TODAY

I went to Dataran Pahlawan, cuz we have MALAYSIA'S FIREMAN'S DAY~!
My school brass band took part in dat parade...so, I, as a senior, went there to support them~! muahahhahaha~!
n i found doggies verry very2 cute~~!!!!XD love it~!
after that event is over, I went to JJ with my dad and sis..
bought A LOT OF STUFFS~!!! (GOMEN NE OTO-SAN~!)
when I reach home, nyahahahaha~ my cute 'shiro-chan' is sooooooo cute~~!

tiredness takes over~

eventhough i'm planning on blogging bout what happend at camp,
im still tired...yeap camp is tiring~ (...a bit fun too~)

i'll post bout tmr...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Silence for a few days???

...cuz I was very2 tired(....and im still fucking tired~!)
M'sia now is in a very hot season..(ATSUI!)
and I'm all sweaty EVERYTIME I step out from my house...and end up exhausted when Im back at home....T_T

so, last Saturday's piano lesson was cancelled, so, I followed my mom to Singapore....(...it was really2 boring!!)
luckily my cousin came to 'visit' me(..who were surrounded by ouji-san and oba-san!)
arigato!





next, I GOT MYSELF INTO A UNI!!!! muahahahaha~ with my fu*ked up result, I could get myself into uni?!! muahahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!
ehem,....so, I got Univerisiti Teknologi MARA...(UiTM..for short form)
and Im taking Music, muahaha, thing that I love the most~!

lastly, IM SOOOOOO ADDICTED TO YAMATO NADESHIKO~! KYAAAA!!!!!
TEGOSHI YUYA IN THERE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAWAIII~!

kyaaa~ the *pouts* face~


he's on the left~!!!!

wahhh~ i'll post more screencaps when I'm back from camp, kay?
(...see you on da next 3 days, Bloggie-chan~!!)

hoping for a success...

yesterday(cuz now is 2am), i did a number of stuffs...after i pray, i watch cds that shinoda onee san brought back...
i hav a cd/dvd collection... i'll post a pic of it when i hav time...

then, by 3.30pm i went to piano class that starts at 4.oopm...i dont wanna be late...
plus, i can practice if i come early(...piano sensei usually come late~)
and my piano and the class's piano is DIFFERENT~! the sound, touch...EVERYTHING~ SUBETE~!

after i finish my lesson, i went home and the t.v. guy arrive to repair our...aerial ...izit da right word?? aiyoo...idk..
and, in the end of da day....we got all the tv channel...except..TV9....but i dont watch it..so, no worries~!

btw, last night..all of my friends alrd check for IPTA at a certain website...but I dont trust it(...eventhough i got it)....
i'll wait for UPU...tmr...hmm....hope its a good news....TT_TT