scaryness is SCARY!!

..cuz now..im really freak out bout da upcoing performance!
IDK if i can play well...its scary when i thought bout da last 2 preshow..cuz why?
i did mistakes for my solo! TT_TT..oh Kami-sama...plz..plzzzzzzzzzzzzz help me! ONEGAISHIMASU!!!

then, for the last few days, my boring days continues...
my dad refuse to give me money for my Uni stuffs and preparations...
ugh!!
da other musicians didnt come for training n stuffs..and..and...UGH!

FML!

boring, boredness, and boredom!!

We had a training session at Dewan Bestari...today
As I arrive there bout 8.30am..theres only a few musician alrd practicing their parts...i think....bout 6 violinists and a cellist.
Bukit Baru students didnt come afterall(...according to a reliable source, they'll come after school hours...but, NOPE!)
deh...another boring day..cuz yesterday was the same...we end up practice a few songs then, lazy-ing around~!
TT_TT..

idk what to do recently either!
practicing? hear songs? play games? ugh...ive been doing all of it for a few weeks alrd!
this is soooooooo boring!

God, spice up my life a lil..plz!

Afterall, theyre my junior...

I woke up bout 10 am...ugh...still sleepy and mummy alrd ask me do a lot of works!

then, Wicca called...saying that shes coming by 1.30pm..she'd be following me to band practice~!
as Wicca arrives, I gave her a blanket as a present for her going into a college~!
thank god she LOVES IT!!
she borrows my dvds..(quite a lot!..she surely have nothing to do at her home!)

when we go to band practice today, ughhh...damn! I finally know how bad the percussion is!
i thought it was woodwinds who plays badly...(GOMEN NE, WOODWIND?)
brass section too...was sooo bad!
not consistent!
i felt ashamed...wht happend to my juniors?!!
ugh! im sooooo angry!

luckily I have to go to Motor class...
i need to work something for my juniors..
but 1st of all, i need to know bout horns...thyre the worst!
inconsistent playing, wrong notes ...EVERYTHING!

need to cool myself down...

see you girls tmr! XC

Dat day, yesterday and today...

DAT DAY

I went to kem for Gala Musical~
it went pretty well, but, ugh.....dat girl really getting on my nerves!!
WTF! please....PLEASE TAKE CARE YOUR OWN INSTRUMENT!!!! I KNOW THAT INSTRUMENT ISNT YOURS BUT, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO PLAY IT! YOU BORROW IT! THEN, YOU LEAVE IT LIKE THAT???!!!
WHAT R WE? YOUR MAID/BUTLER?? DON'T U FEEL ASHAMED TOWARDS THE TEACHERS??? DAMN IT!

YESTERDAY

I was still tired...eventhough I slept for a night..
I went to piano lesson that morning...and I slept when I play my 1st exam piece! ughh...damn...
and then, I went back home...and slept for all evening~(gomen ne, okasan? i didnt help you do the kitchen works)
later that night....my dad ish back~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! wooohooo~!
he bought us Dunkin Donuts..cuz he transferred to Hotel Selasih...idk where it is located...
I ate a donut, right away~!!!(while filling my UiTM's form~)



TODAY

I went to Dataran Pahlawan, cuz we have MALAYSIA'S FIREMAN'S DAY~!
My school brass band took part in dat parade...so, I, as a senior, went there to support them~! muahahhahaha~!
n i found doggies verry very2 cute~~!!!!XD love it~!
after that event is over, I went to JJ with my dad and sis..
bought A LOT OF STUFFS~!!! (GOMEN NE OTO-SAN~!)
when I reach home, nyahahahaha~ my cute 'shiro-chan' is sooooooo cute~~!

tiredness takes over~

eventhough i'm planning on blogging bout what happend at camp,
im still tired...yeap camp is tiring~ (...a bit fun too~)

i'll post bout tmr...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Silence for a few days???

...cuz I was very2 tired(....and im still fucking tired~!)
M'sia now is in a very hot season..(ATSUI!)
and I'm all sweaty EVERYTIME I step out from my house...and end up exhausted when Im back at home....T_T

so, last Saturday's piano lesson was cancelled, so, I followed my mom to Singapore....(...it was really2 boring!!)
luckily my cousin came to 'visit' me(..who were surrounded by ouji-san and oba-san!)
arigato!





next, I GOT MYSELF INTO A UNI!!!! muahahahaha~ with my fu*ked up result, I could get myself into uni?!! muahahahahahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!!
ehem,....so, I got Univerisiti Teknologi MARA...(UiTM..for short form)
and Im taking Music, muahaha, thing that I love the most~!

lastly, IM SOOOOOO ADDICTED TO YAMATO NADESHIKO~! KYAAAA!!!!!
TEGOSHI YUYA IN THERE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAWAIII~!

kyaaa~ the *pouts* face~


he's on the left~!!!!

wahhh~ i'll post more screencaps when I'm back from camp, kay?
(...see you on da next 3 days, Bloggie-chan~!!)

hoping for a success...

yesterday(cuz now is 2am), i did a number of stuffs...after i pray, i watch cds that shinoda onee san brought back...
i hav a cd/dvd collection... i'll post a pic of it when i hav time...

then, by 3.30pm i went to piano class that starts at 4.oopm...i dont wanna be late...
plus, i can practice if i come early(...piano sensei usually come late~)
and my piano and the class's piano is DIFFERENT~! the sound, touch...EVERYTHING~ SUBETE~!

after i finish my lesson, i went home and the t.v. guy arrive to repair our...aerial ...izit da right word?? aiyoo...idk..
and, in the end of da day....we got all the tv channel...except..TV9....but i dont watch it..so, no worries~!

btw, last night..all of my friends alrd check for IPTA at a certain website...but I dont trust it(...eventhough i got it)....
i'll wait for UPU...tmr...hmm....hope its a good news....TT_TT